Last time blogging :(

Sigh... Its my last day blogging and the computer is suppossed to be sold away... Thanks for following my blog for all this time :) I will miss you all :) Hope that me and my family can pass this phase of life! Good bye! Appreciate what you have now! Dont regret! Dont take things for granted. Respect your Eldest brother or sisters! They care a lot for you <3 :)

Its Chinese New Year Today!

Its CNY today! Went to visit my uncle and his family... Have a great time with my cousins playing poker cards. My uncle gave me a big ang bao with $30 inside! Mum allowed me to spend the money on anything i want. Had a great reunion dinner at his house! Anyway, I had a bad news... My mum is going to sell the computer soon to provide more money to pay for the rice, clothings and other daily necessities. Cannot blog anymore... Tomorrow it might be my last time blogging... Sigh...

Sad!

Ah Kee argued with me today... He did not go to school in the morning because he wanted to get a job like me. I was shocked when i heard that. He felt upset that he have to get scoldings while i was riding on the bike and he felt jealous... He did not know how tough the jobs were... I do not tell them that the tough things that i have to do because i do not want them to get worried... He felt that he is like a small boy-getting scolded, and i am a grown-up men, doing a good work... Luckily, i managed to talk to him properly and tell him that he might become the most important member of the family... He agreed to me and he promised he will study hard... After that, i fetch him to school. Hope he really understands...

Good day!

Today was so funny! On the way back to the provision shop after delivering something to someone's house, something really funny happened.. I was riding the bike down the hill at a full speed! It feels so good, just like i was flying! At a bottom I nearly crashed into an Indian worker, he scolded me properly... The bike fell on the floor really hard... Luckily, it didnt spoiled and i wasn't injured... ''SORRY'' I said 3 times to the Indian worker...

Proud of my Ah Kee

Ah Kee got such a good results in his End of year examinations! 48/50 for Mathematics! 23/25 for Science physics and 77/100 for Chinese! Extremely happy and proud of him... Hope that he can maintain such good results or i should say improve even further... Hope he can go to a good JC and then find a good job!

Love from Mum

Is it good or bad? After i got the pay yesterday, mum cooked good food today just for me. When i finish my bowl of rice, she helped me to scoop another one. But when Ah Seng also wanted more rice, Mum asked him to get it himself... I can see that Ah Seng and Ah Kee is very angry and disappointed... I felt happy that mum cares for me so much... But my siblings... Haizzz

Ouch!

I fell down today when delivering the goods to houses. I tripped onto the bent on the floor and the bicycle lose balance and i fell on the floor. Scratch my leg and it bleed a bit, a little painful though. Should not have go in and out of the blocks of flats! Saw my group of secondary school friends today when I was riding on my bike... Miss them so much! How i wish i could go back to school! Haizzz... Good days~ Got to go! Bye!

Another good news for me!

Instead of working in the shop,Mr Chong allow me to deliver goods to people's home with bicycle! I rode around the blocks near Bukit Panjang road! Delivered to about 6 houses today! I knock on the wrong door once and was so embarrassed when the old lady scolded me... Anyway Ah Nya's teacher recommend her to study typing so that she could become a typist in an office. Hope that she can succeed in that! I support her! Have to go to sleep. It's getting so late! Good Night!

Yay! My first 'Hard Earned' money

Got my first pay today! I was so happy. Now i can buy more food for the family! Ah Seng went to the the provision shop today and Mr Chong told him that he is pleased with my work! Thanks to my hard work and not procastinate, he give me extra pay! So proud of myself! Joking joking :P Had a nice meal though! Mum specially cooked it for me! Okay have to go to work tomorrow. Bye!

A tough day...

Now i know how tough it is to work. It wasn't how easy I thought it was. The goods delivered to the shop today in the morning and Mr Chong ask me to help to put all the goods properly at the display shelf or in the storage. All the things were so heavy and there is so many. Especially the boxes of can drinks, so heavy. But luckily there is few of us doing the job. Did not take very long though... Mr Chong gave us drinks and lunch after that... He is so kind. Will not blog for the next few days, came home so late. Stop here for today! Bye~

First day working at Mr Chong's shop

Tired and sleepy, i came back from Mr Chong's provision shop.it was quite fun today though quite tough as well... i had learnt a lot on my first day at the shop. Mr Chong is very kind, he teaches me patiently. This person is Mr Chong! Today, there was an old lady who bought a ''Bird nest drink'', it costs only like 70 cents but of course it was fake. After a while, she came back to the shop and scolded us for selling fake bird nest... i found her expression really funny that time. Anyway Ah Nya got help from her school with her school fees and textbooks. That is good, i feel very relieved... Those books cost quite a lot, i find it very fortunate that the school is providing relief for my siblings book fees... Haiz, i'll end here for today... Going to sleep after dinner... Hope everything goes right.. :)

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... ... ... *~*||| ;( ... Haizzz... Sad... Just came back from my father's funeral... So tired... Long time no blog already... Haixx... Now he is gone... Leaving us here... In this terrible world... No one working to earn money... No salary... No income= no food, no school... Nothing... Need to leave school and support the family as i am the eldest in the family...Have to start working from tomorrow at mr Chong provision shop... Thanks to him... I have a job... Hope the money mum earn by washing the clothes and what I earn, we would have enough to live... Ah Nya and the others will continue their schools.... Dad, pls pray for us in heaven for us to pass this nightmare...... Haizzz... So tired after all those crying... Have to wake up early tomorrow... Bye bye... Will try to write again as soon as possible...

Tears...

... I feel so frustrated and helpless, everyday I see my father lying in the hospital bed...tears would roll down my cheeks. i regret not having spent more time with him. In the past, he would always return late at night, tired an drenched in sweat. Yet, i ignore him, only paying attention to my life, my needs. i had only bothered about myself...Just why? Why wasn't i more caring towards my father? i had already known that his body was weak, i could see it in his eyes, his determination and perseverance to carry on, because he knew he had to support the family...

Good days~

What a great day! It was a looong day, but a great one! Went bowling with Andy and others... Was so fun... i broke my record with 181! So Pro right? Joking! LOLs... Walk from HomeTeamNS to Teckwhye! Saw lizards and played swing at the Playground! Lol... Then went to greenridge to meet rueben they all... play soccer to 6... Went to Banquet to eat... I ate chicken rice! Quite nice though... But the water so ex... Haizz... Good days... Tired already! Go sleep... See ya!

Today's PE

Today is Friday and we had PE!!! During PE, we played captain ball. Wilson is in my team and i pass the ball to him, he was somehow 'scared' of the ball and double-smack the god damn ball and it flew and hit on hogan's head and it bounced off into the pail of green paint. The painter took the ball and went to wash it... LOLZ. Next time we have to teach him how to play captain ball.